maybe it's more important

oh~ good news 

I no need to wear baju kurung every day at kedah

only have to wear it few times in a week ^^

oh yes~~ haha

*thank you for helping me to ask ur friends

and you very cute

next time don't call your mum when it's too late

your mum will get shock, she'll worry about you since you called her so late

but only asked that question...haha

anyway thanks ^^

Oxygen, please~

I messed up everything today

there is only one thing in my brain

thinking about it in every hour, every minute, even every seconds....

from morning until night

from today until tomorrow

from tomorrow until .....

breathless ~

I trust.

Chatting with you make me feel good
at least I kept on smiling and laughing

when I put the sign of smiling or typed 'haha'

I really mean it and did.

sorry because I didn't tell you the reason

It's impossible for me to tell u the reason, right?

you know, I will always TRUST you 

Thanks for promising me.

Thanks for comforting me.

I will try my best to keep my promise.

yesterday

I didn't cry but only tears dropped....^^

* oh ya~ next time please smile when taking photo

it's nicer ^ ^

即将离开

我申请到政府的大学预科班了!!!

真的很开心

终于如愿以偿。。

虽然地方远了点 （吉打州）

是一个我没到过的州属

但我深知‘要得到一个你想要的-就一定要付出代价’

所以我没抱怨

不知哪来的勇气

31天后，我就会告别马六甲州

到马来西亚半岛的最北部独自生活

我承认，向来依靠父母的我

在兴奋的知觉稍微麻痹后

开始惆怅起来了

我不舍得这里的一切一切。。

虽然只是一年的时间

但毕竟这是我人生中第一次离开家里到外生活

我不舍得家人、一起经历不少风风雨雨的朋友、
我的房间、我的床。。还有其他。。

一向多愁善感的我在月挂高空的深夜里

掉下了不少泪珠

结果鼻水倒流

最后搞到凌晨4点才昏昏进入梦中

俗语不是有一句“有舍，才能得” 吗？

我也只能勉强地用这一句来安慰自己了。。

- 我会勇敢活下去的=）-

-加油-

The sky.

Just now passed by Kota Laksamana

saw this breathtaking view

my mum's first reaction was taking her handphone

then asked me to took photos

the wind caress my face

and my brain was suddenly changed to a clear  *hmmm.....

I told my mum,

I had a feeling of being a paparazzi...Haha

Sunset

If there is

想念一个人，

不一定就要让他知道

说出口的思念要是无法改变什么，也就没有任何意义，

我一个人忍受就好

因为懂得，所以沉默，

让自己独自怀念尽管带着一种痛

If there is pain, there is still love.

忘记一个人不需要任何努力

只要记忆犹在，

心，总有机会被触动，

不同的只是抨击力度的轻重

Laughing & Jodie

又看完了一部超棒的港剧

Laughing 

Jodie

Laughing and Jodie ♥

讨厌的是那不完美的结局

所以最好就是把大结局的最后一半删除掉

看前半部就可以了

那才是最完美的结局。。

Love You

 “ We Not Naughty ” is a best movie.

really.  Must watch it !!

It's an educational movie.

* touched

cried when the girl said "I LOVE You, Mum"

repeat, repeat and repeat.....

but it also has funny parts 

especially during the birth of baby =)

and then I bought my favourite Chocolate Blog

actually doesn't matter what the taste of drinks is

because what I actually wanted is the 'pearl' (black colour's)

Haha... that's my favourite =)

and another one is "Sagu"

oh~~ my saliva~~

* yummy

MUM, I LOVE U ♥

心系着心

在你那里看到的记载

虽然并无百分百地确定

那是给我的吗？

可是看了，让我感到很安慰。。很感动。。

让视线一次又一次地被模糊

撑着。。

希望能坚强些，与外表达成一致

但，无可否认

‘修成正果’的那一天，还远着呢。。

我知道，我们或许在某个时空中是心系者心

手握着手

但，现实中我们却隔着那多少公里的路

好想紧紧地拥抱着你

谢谢你撑着我 ♥

Express﹒Thanks

Oh~my 

don't know how to thank you

you're more FASTER that express delivery, really.

express delivery said they can hand over the document on next Tuesday the fastest 

but YOU

BEFORE 7pm

wow~~ AMAZING !! ♥

no matter what's the next

it's not that important anymore

because I know everyone is supporting me whatever I have done

so just let the GOD to decide

=)

After working, my mum told me: " Your document LOST. Jing Hong don't know lost it at where."

I didn't feel surprise or upset and I was not angry at you at all, really.

not that I do not trust you, but because I TRUST you.

so thanks GOD

I just realised that my mum were joking, but not funny at all actually.

^^

anywhere

I sincerely Thank YOU

Unfortunately, I'm in SG now with Max Swi.JG

or else I'll give you a big hug...haha

Cleaning﹒Drive

Very tired now

just wish to lie on bed

hug my 'baby'

and say goodbye to today

helped my dad to clean the house

my hand wrapped by wet towel almost 4 hours

and my fingertips' skin wrinkled up

ohh~~ 

so now

muscle pain + nail pain + eyelid going to drop

but happy to drive around Malacca

House-Gajah Berang-Ong Kim Wee-Malim-Cheng-Malim Jaya-House

House-Semabok-Ujong Pasir-House

this was my 3rd time of driving after getting my Licence P

-lots to improve-

GAMBATTEH !!!

- Goodnight, everyone -

往前﹒退后

把你捧在手上 虔诚地梵香

剪下一道烛光 将经纶点亮

不求荡气回肠 只求爱一场

爱到最后受了伤 哭得好绝望

把你放在心上 合起了手掌

默默祈求上苍 指引我方向

不求地久天长 只求在身旁

累了醉倒温柔乡 轻轻地梵唱

我用尽一生一世来将你供养

只期盼你停住流转的目光

请赐予我无限爱与被爱的力量

让我能安心在菩提下 静静地观想

。。。。

要不要再见面

没办法还是想念

突然想看你的脸

熟悉的感觉

不牵手也可以漫步风霜雨雪

不能相见也要朝思暮念

只想让你知道

我真的很好

爱一生 恋一世

我也会等你到老

只想让你知道

放不下 也忘不掉

你的笑 你的好

是我温暖的依靠

。。。。

往前一步是幸福

退后一步是孤独

Morning Shooting

Elysia Swi.SP

- Max Swi.JG Photography

25/3/2012

说﹒听

有些事情是不能告诉别人的，

有些事情是不必告诉别人的，

有些事情是根本没有办法告诉别人的，

而且有些事情，

即使告诉了别人，你也会马上后悔的。

但，

有些事情即使你想告诉别人，

别人也未必想听。。

。。。。

和你做了那么多年朋友

你还不信我 ？

若是你说‘不能说的’

我决不会说

除非你没说，我就不以为意

我没那么多心思去想哪句说得，哪句说不得

拜托。。

我不是你肚里的蛔虫

若不相信，请别说，我也没兴趣。

。。。。

续。。

今天一早，翻开了报纸

看见了表姐的女儿上报

华语拿到了A+

真是恭喜

还有，馨和盈也一样

为华社争光 =）

当然也看到了自己那不错看的脸。。噶噶

感到小意外的是你 那熟悉的脸孔就在那儿

4个月没见的你

还真的有点生疏了。。

代表着我成功了？不

到今天为止我知道我还是失败 了

在某个深处，你曾经活 过

无可否认

至于现在。。

不想去搞清楚

刚在朋友那里看见3个让她听了很痛的字

我。。也何尝不是一样吗？

噶噶

好啦，为你这未来的医生感到骄傲

加油 ！♥

放榜了 !!!

放榜了 !!!

等了三个月这一天终于到来。。

来个了断？

好吧~ 其实这三个月以来， 我都没在认真地等过这一天的到来

我完完全全地于世隔离

这并不意味着我住在深山里

就是对这社会不闻不问

惭愧。。

校长拨了个电话回来

Mr. Tan On Tin说有20个straight A

说真的。。我真的没把握

看到名单上个钩钩

心情异常平静

静如止水

虽然面带笑容

但心并没有开心或伤心

就仅仅是种安慰吧。。

感到欣慰的是没辜负父母对我的期望

虽然他们口头上说无所谓

但我知道

打从心底，他们还是希望结局是如此的

看见他们脸上的笑容

知道自己的努力是没白费的

能搏君一笑。。也是种幸福

谢谢你们，没你们的栽培，就没有今天这小小的成就

我知道就算我没straight A

你们还是一样支持我的

谢谢，爱你们

亲戚朋友，谢谢你们的恭喜

虽然并不是straight A+

( 7A+, 2A, 2A-)

但我已满足

别再问我今后的打算

这重大的决择，我真的无法做

很是令人头痛。。

亲爱的老师们
你们是人类灵魂工程师
谢谢你们悉心的教导
没有你们，就没有我们
真的，谢谢

得意的朋友，我在这里恭喜你们

失意的朋友，我希望你们可以振作

说倒是容易，做，我也未必做到

但，我衷心祝福大家

这未必是追求梦想的绊脚石

跨过了这一关，外面还是一片长空

希望大家能找到真正属于自己的蓝天

崔淑佩，你也一样 !!

视线突然有点模糊，不知这是因为什么.........

那，你 怎样了？

也是straight A 吗？

我相信你是的 ♥

假装

1. 有时会笑得没心没肺，有时欲很沉默

2. 对待相应的人，会有相应的性格

3. 喜欢用被子把自己包着

4. 会突然想起一件事，而泪流满面

5. 会因为被人一句话伤心，但不会被发现

6. 会突然伤心，生气，也会突然高兴

7. 会很需要朋友，害怕朋友欺骗自己

8. 从小就懂得很多道理

9. 爱听悲伤的歌

10. 会因为一件事偷偷哭很久

11. 会安慰很多人，但自己欲没人安慰

12. 会怀念从前，讨厌现在

13. 会突然想到某句话，然后写下来

14. 会突然唱着某首歌

15. 有时很神经，有时很镇静

原来。。

我一直都在假装坚强

lost

Everytime I lost my direction

when comes to decide my future

what course I have to choose?

doctor? engineering? accountancy? actuarial science? teacher? 

Matriculation? STPM? Foundation? A-Level?

Malacca? KL? Singapore?

*frustrating

Although I attened a lot of roadshows

but it seem useless to me

Will I make the wrong choice?

all courses seem not suitable to me...haiz

 I interest in which field??

I also don't know?

I only know I love maths..

but so what??

I know NOBODY can help.

but ONLY me.

so until today

I STILL escape

Driving test. PASSED!

Ohh~ today really was a complicated day

DRIVING TEST

I don't know how I survived through the whole day

worried + scared + nervous + stress + tense...

until my feeling get numb

Fortunately, I have some awesome friends

Jia Yi and Shu Sin

yes, they were having their driving test too

I wish to thank Jia Yi the most

she accompanied me every minute at MSDC

she appeased me

encouraged me

..

so Thank You, Jia Yi

when I saw the car's plate which I got I shocked

because I heard people said that car got problem

but...then?

there were no choice

so that I have to drove that car for my test

Thanks GOD, I passed

When I climbed the stairs and then signed the paper

I realised that my hands were SHAKING

hmm...

I think that's normal, right?

Haha

then I waited around 3:30pm to drive again on road

the uncle looked a bit serious

his face looks like chinese but he's Malay actually

I got road A

but he asked me to turn to left when stopped at the junction

*shocked

fortunately, I failed to changed the gear because it's a bit hard..haha

there was a large lorry in front of me

he asked me to cut the lorry after the traffic light

harr?? I have to cut such a huge vehicle in my driving test

okay, there was no choice and I did so

then he started talking and joking with me....

He asked me a lot of questions..

why I'm so thin and small ?

because that's gene problem...haha

It's too cute

haha

what's my weight?

39 kg

harr?? not reached 40kg.. almost same with four packs of rice

Taman Bachang at where?

near Gajah Berang

Ohh, "da xiang" (大象)

ermm..ya, you're right

what's your father occupation? mother's?

My father retired

My mum is a housewife

What housewife?.. It's Houseofficer.

ermm, okay.. you're right. work for 24 hours

then your bf  tall anot?

I don't have

harr.. why don't have?

Pawhy MUST have?

pretty girl should have

I'm not pretty

No, You're pretty

hahaha

chinese called "pat tuo" (拍拖), right?

ermm, ya~ (but actually it's cantonese)

who marry you is very good, can save money.

harr?? why?

because he only has to buy all small small things 

=.=

blouse, shoes, house, car.....

*speechless

then we ended our conversation when I stopped the car

"thank you, uncle"

步步惊心

另外一部穿越时空的戏剧

“步步惊心”

超棒的戏

若曦

四爷-胤禛

[ 第一最好不相见，如此便可不相恋。

第二最好不相知，如此便可不相思。]

[ 但曾相见便相知，相见何如不见时。

安得与君相决绝，免教生死作相思。]

[ 行到水穷处，坐看云起时 ] 

Valentine's Day ♥

♥ Happy Valentine's Day ♥

Non of my businness still.. Haha

Today Ying so good ^^

visited me at noon although she just passed by

thank you~

and watched movie at GSC at night with michelle and nah

I didn't go to GSC for a long time

felt contented =)

"结婚那件事"

‘原来结婚不只是两个人的事’

The starting was quite funny~

and felt touched in the end

not a bad movie, but ...

an enjoyable movie =)

宫锁心玉

Quite busy this few days...XD

Everyday watch movie until midnight ^^

"宫锁心玉"

such a NICE drama, really~

and I like the actress

she is very cute and pretty~

Lengzai~ haha


sweet couple ♥

If you have the time, you should watch this !

Won't regret, promise

Haha.

Happy Dragon Year

Everybody,

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

To all my friends, 

wish u all have a nice dragon year =)

- Friendship Forever -

This are the dragon at my working place look like ^^

some customer said they look like pig

Do they ?  Haha.

Again,

Happy CNY to everybody

and may all your dreams come true ~

1st Ang Pow

Today, I received my salary ^^

and I divided the money

now, almost finish already...Haha

I do like BUSY working

don't know why

It just no reason..

Feeling good on that ~ 

feel happier if we're more busy

anything wrong on me?

Haha

and I received my 1st Ang Pow from my boss--

Ms Chow 

wish you can keep beautiful

and business is booming

Thank you very much =)

Nobody is perfect. I am nobody.

Is there anyone perfect in this world ?

I don't think so....

I can't remember I didn't drop tears for how long

but this morning

ya, ya~ just uncontrollable

I can't understand why 2nd class ppl can't stand for 1st class ppl

Is there any difference ?

why we can? and you can't?

maybe my way is not suitable for you

but you too

why I can tolerate, you can't ?

I try to change something, but I hope so you will.

will anyone miss your boss?

yes, I am.

There is no reason.

but MISS. *HUG

And you are so nice to me =)

I MISS YOU, Ms Chow

CNY is coming~

Chinese New Year is coming~

another 9 days

Wow, so fast !!

we didn't go back to school soooo long already

I MISS you, NDC !!!

now

everything are just nice

more enjoy working^^

I can hear Chinese New Year song while working everyday

Jusco keeps playing CNY songs

and my boss will sing too sometimes

Haha

and there are more people work with me

although not working at the same shop

but same shopping centre =)

Ee Ling, Beatrice, Mandy, Wan Shin, Sze Yan, Shi Li....

at least we can meet during our lunch time or dinner

^^

Wish: Happy Working =)

and Happy Chinese New Year ^^

Hamper

I knew how to wrap a hamper already

I learnt that at my working place

busy wrap hampers all these days

today we designed a hamper without the help of my boss

and the customer said our hamper is far far pretty than the boss's

*clap clap

Haha~

anyone wish to buy hamper

please come to Jusco "For You Marketing"

our hamper is more cheapier than others

because the packing fees is FREE

and our basket is limited and SPECIAL

If you are free,

please visit us "For You"  and visit me too

Haha^^

Thanks For Coming~

감사합니다

-Happy Chinese New Year-

Visitors

Today my boss didn't come

* happy

Haha ~~

so many people visit me today

Mandy,

thanks for the Christmas gift and another gift

I like it very much =)

Hope you can find your job ASAP

and Sabrina,

wow~ she become very beautiful and mature ad...

*proud

I have such a pretty "mum" ~ Haha

then the Wan Shin

so bad 

kept disturbing us

the Ee Ling, Sabrina and me revenge

we went to PONEY shop making trouble

we made her to fold those shirts 

Haha~~

1st time of driving

Today I off, no working ^^

went to hear the 'Amali'

and DRIVE

well, the amali was funny 

and I met Xue Yi 

she sat in front of me^^

then I DROVE

Haha~

this was the first time I drove the car !!

actually not very scary

I enjoyed myself when driving~

that uncle are the tallest man among those 'teacher'

and he taught me

he said ''depends on his experience, small sized ppl always is the best''

Haha~

thanks uncle =)

He said that he was very generous

He switched on the air-cond for me

and he kept laughing those who're sweating~

bad.. bad yo~ =)

Tomorrow the school will resume

but that is not my bussiness anymore T.T

I MISS my school life, REALLY.

buSy. Busy. bUsy. busY

today business was soooo good ~

but not good as yesterday lah..

but still...

I was so busy untill don't know where was me..

what was the time..

and who am I..

Haha

really~~

enjoy my work today =)

hope that everyday can like this ^^

2012 started

Happy New Year 

It's 2012 already !!!

2012 started and we have to start our new chapter of life.

-Wish everybody all the best and always good luck in this new year-

Happy Dragon Year 

2011 past too fast ...

I wish to enjoy my new life in 2012

try something new which never come across my life

and will smell the flowers along the way ♥

HAPPY NEW YEAR , everyone !!!