Express﹒Thanks

Oh~my 

don't know how to thank you

you're more FASTER that express delivery, really.

express delivery said they can hand over the document on next Tuesday the fastest 

but YOU

BEFORE 7pm

wow~~ AMAZING !! ♥

no matter what's the next

it's not that important anymore

because I know everyone is supporting me whatever I have done

so just let the GOD to decide

=)

After working, my mum told me: " Your document LOST. Jing Hong don't know lost it at where."

I didn't feel surprise or upset and I was not angry at you at all, really.

not that I do not trust you, but because I TRUST you.

so thanks GOD

I just realised that my mum were joking, but not funny at all actually.

^^

anywhere

I sincerely Thank YOU

Unfortunately, I'm in SG now with Max Swi.JG

or else I'll give you a big hug...haha

Cleaning﹒Drive

Very tired now

just wish to lie on bed

hug my 'baby'

and say goodbye to today

helped my dad to clean the house

my hand wrapped by wet towel almost 4 hours

and my fingertips' skin wrinkled up

ohh~~ 

so now

muscle pain + nail pain + eyelid going to drop

but happy to drive around Malacca

House-Gajah Berang-Ong Kim Wee-Malim-Cheng-Malim Jaya-House

House-Semabok-Ujong Pasir-House

this was my 3rd time of driving after getting my Licence P

-lots to improve-

GAMBATTEH !!!

- Goodnight, everyone -

往前﹒退后

把你捧在手上 虔诚地梵香

剪下一道烛光 将经纶点亮

不求荡气回肠 只求爱一场

爱到最后受了伤 哭得好绝望

把你放在心上 合起了手掌

默默祈求上苍 指引我方向

不求地久天长 只求在身旁

累了醉倒温柔乡 轻轻地梵唱

我用尽一生一世来将你供养

只期盼你停住流转的目光

请赐予我无限爱与被爱的力量

让我能安心在菩提下 静静地观想

。。。。

要不要再见面

没办法还是想念

突然想看你的脸

熟悉的感觉

不牵手也可以漫步风霜雨雪

不能相见也要朝思暮念

只想让你知道

我真的很好

爱一生 恋一世

我也会等你到老

只想让你知道

放不下 也忘不掉

你的笑 你的好

是我温暖的依靠

。。。。

往前一步是幸福

退后一步是孤独

Morning Shooting

Elysia Swi.SP

- Max Swi.JG Photography

25/3/2012

说﹒听

有些事情是不能告诉别人的，

有些事情是不必告诉别人的，

有些事情是根本没有办法告诉别人的，

而且有些事情，

即使告诉了别人，你也会马上后悔的。

但，

有些事情即使你想告诉别人，

别人也未必想听。。

。。。。

和你做了那么多年朋友

你还不信我 ？

若是你说‘不能说的’

我决不会说

除非你没说，我就不以为意

我没那么多心思去想哪句说得，哪句说不得

拜托。。

我不是你肚里的蛔虫

若不相信，请别说，我也没兴趣。

。。。。

续。。

今天一早，翻开了报纸

看见了表姐的女儿上报

华语拿到了A+

真是恭喜

还有，馨和盈也一样

为华社争光 =）

当然也看到了自己那不错看的脸。。噶噶

感到小意外的是你 那熟悉的脸孔就在那儿

4个月没见的你

还真的有点生疏了。。

代表着我成功了？不

到今天为止我知道我还是失败 了

在某个深处，你曾经活 过

无可否认

至于现在。。

不想去搞清楚

刚在朋友那里看见3个让她听了很痛的字

我。。也何尝不是一样吗？

噶噶

好啦，为你这未来的医生感到骄傲

加油 ！♥

放榜了 !!!

放榜了 !!!

等了三个月这一天终于到来。。

来个了断？

好吧~ 其实这三个月以来， 我都没在认真地等过这一天的到来

我完完全全地于世隔离

这并不意味着我住在深山里

就是对这社会不闻不问

惭愧。。

校长拨了个电话回来

Mr. Tan On Tin说有20个straight A

说真的。。我真的没把握

看到名单上个钩钩

心情异常平静

静如止水

虽然面带笑容

但心并没有开心或伤心

就仅仅是种安慰吧。。

感到欣慰的是没辜负父母对我的期望

虽然他们口头上说无所谓

但我知道

打从心底，他们还是希望结局是如此的

看见他们脸上的笑容

知道自己的努力是没白费的

能搏君一笑。。也是种幸福

谢谢你们，没你们的栽培，就没有今天这小小的成就

我知道就算我没straight A

你们还是一样支持我的

谢谢，爱你们

亲戚朋友，谢谢你们的恭喜

虽然并不是straight A+

( 7A+, 2A, 2A-)

但我已满足

别再问我今后的打算

这重大的决择，我真的无法做

很是令人头痛。。

亲爱的老师们
你们是人类灵魂工程师
谢谢你们悉心的教导
没有你们，就没有我们
真的，谢谢

得意的朋友，我在这里恭喜你们

失意的朋友，我希望你们可以振作

说倒是容易，做，我也未必做到

但，我衷心祝福大家

这未必是追求梦想的绊脚石

跨过了这一关，外面还是一片长空

希望大家能找到真正属于自己的蓝天

崔淑佩，你也一样 !!

视线突然有点模糊，不知这是因为什么.........

那，你 怎样了？

也是straight A 吗？

我相信你是的 ♥

假装

1. 有时会笑得没心没肺，有时欲很沉默

2. 对待相应的人，会有相应的性格

3. 喜欢用被子把自己包着

4. 会突然想起一件事，而泪流满面

5. 会因为被人一句话伤心，但不会被发现

6. 会突然伤心，生气，也会突然高兴

7. 会很需要朋友，害怕朋友欺骗自己

8. 从小就懂得很多道理

9. 爱听悲伤的歌

10. 会因为一件事偷偷哭很久

11. 会安慰很多人，但自己欲没人安慰

12. 会怀念从前，讨厌现在

13. 会突然想到某句话，然后写下来

14. 会突然唱着某首歌

15. 有时很神经，有时很镇静

原来。。

我一直都在假装坚强

lost

Everytime I lost my direction

when comes to decide my future

what course I have to choose?

doctor? engineering? accountancy? actuarial science? teacher? 

Matriculation? STPM? Foundation? A-Level?

Malacca? KL? Singapore?

*frustrating

Although I attened a lot of roadshows

but it seem useless to me

Will I make the wrong choice?

all courses seem not suitable to me...haiz

 I interest in which field??

I also don't know?

I only know I love maths..

but so what??

I know NOBODY can help.

but ONLY me.

so until today

I STILL escape

Driving test. PASSED!

Ohh~ today really was a complicated day

DRIVING TEST

I don't know how I survived through the whole day

worried + scared + nervous + stress + tense...

until my feeling get numb

Fortunately, I have some awesome friends

Jia Yi and Shu Sin

yes, they were having their driving test too

I wish to thank Jia Yi the most

she accompanied me every minute at MSDC

she appeased me

encouraged me

..

so Thank You, Jia Yi

when I saw the car's plate which I got I shocked

because I heard people said that car got problem

but...then?

there were no choice

so that I have to drove that car for my test

Thanks GOD, I passed

When I climbed the stairs and then signed the paper

I realised that my hands were SHAKING

hmm...

I think that's normal, right?

Haha

then I waited around 3:30pm to drive again on road

the uncle looked a bit serious

his face looks like chinese but he's Malay actually

I got road A

but he asked me to turn to left when stopped at the junction

*shocked

fortunately, I failed to changed the gear because it's a bit hard..haha

there was a large lorry in front of me

he asked me to cut the lorry after the traffic light

harr?? I have to cut such a huge vehicle in my driving test

okay, there was no choice and I did so

then he started talking and joking with me....

He asked me a lot of questions..

why I'm so thin and small ?

because that's gene problem...haha

It's too cute

haha

what's my weight?

39 kg

harr?? not reached 40kg.. almost same with four packs of rice

Taman Bachang at where?

near Gajah Berang

Ohh, "da xiang" (大象)

ermm..ya, you're right

what's your father occupation? mother's?

My father retired

My mum is a housewife

What housewife?.. It's Houseofficer.

ermm, okay.. you're right. work for 24 hours

then your bf  tall anot?

I don't have

harr.. why don't have?

Pawhy MUST have?

pretty girl should have

I'm not pretty

No, You're pretty

hahaha

chinese called "pat tuo" (拍拖), right?

ermm, ya~ (but actually it's cantonese)

who marry you is very good, can save money.

harr?? why?

because he only has to buy all small small things 

=.=

blouse, shoes, house, car.....

*speechless

then we ended our conversation when I stopped the car

"thank you, uncle"