Oxygen, please~

I messed up everything today

there is only one thing in my brain

thinking about it in every hour, every minute, even every seconds....

from morning until night

from today until tomorrow

from tomorrow until .....

breathless ~

I trust.

Chatting with you make me feel good
at least I kept on smiling and laughing

when I put the sign of smiling or typed 'haha'

I really mean it and did.

sorry because I didn't tell you the reason

It's impossible for me to tell u the reason, right?

you know, I will always TRUST you 

Thanks for promising me.

Thanks for comforting me.

I will try my best to keep my promise.

yesterday

I didn't cry but only tears dropped....^^

* oh ya~ next time please smile when taking photo

it's nicer ^ ^

即将离开

我申请到政府的大学预科班了!!!

真的很开心

终于如愿以偿。。

虽然地方远了点 （吉打州）

是一个我没到过的州属

但我深知‘要得到一个你想要的-就一定要付出代价’

所以我没抱怨

不知哪来的勇气

31天后，我就会告别马六甲州

到马来西亚半岛的最北部独自生活

我承认，向来依靠父母的我

在兴奋的知觉稍微麻痹后

开始惆怅起来了

我不舍得这里的一切一切。。

虽然只是一年的时间

但毕竟这是我人生中第一次离开家里到外生活

我不舍得家人、一起经历不少风风雨雨的朋友、
我的房间、我的床。。还有其他。。

一向多愁善感的我在月挂高空的深夜里

掉下了不少泪珠

结果鼻水倒流

最后搞到凌晨4点才昏昏进入梦中

俗语不是有一句“有舍，才能得” 吗？

我也只能勉强地用这一句来安慰自己了。。

- 我会勇敢活下去的=）-

-加油-

The sky.

Just now passed by Kota Laksamana

saw this breathtaking view

my mum's first reaction was taking her handphone

then asked me to took photos

the wind caress my face

and my brain was suddenly changed to a clear  *hmmm.....

I told my mum,

I had a feeling of being a paparazzi...Haha

Sunset

If there is

想念一个人，

不一定就要让他知道

说出口的思念要是无法改变什么，也就没有任何意义，

我一个人忍受就好

因为懂得，所以沉默，

让自己独自怀念尽管带着一种痛

If there is pain, there is still love.

忘记一个人不需要任何努力

只要记忆犹在，

心，总有机会被触动，

不同的只是抨击力度的轻重

Laughing & Jodie

又看完了一部超棒的港剧

Laughing 

Jodie

Laughing and Jodie ♥

讨厌的是那不完美的结局

所以最好就是把大结局的最后一半删除掉

看前半部就可以了

那才是最完美的结局。。

Love You

 “ We Not Naughty ” is a best movie.

really.  Must watch it !!

It's an educational movie.

* touched

cried when the girl said "I LOVE You, Mum"

repeat, repeat and repeat.....

but it also has funny parts 

especially during the birth of baby =)

and then I bought my favourite Chocolate Blog

actually doesn't matter what the taste of drinks is

because what I actually wanted is the 'pearl' (black colour's)

Haha... that's my favourite =)

and another one is "Sagu"

oh~~ my saliva~~

* yummy

MUM, I LOVE U ♥

心系着心

在你那里看到的记载

虽然并无百分百地确定

那是给我的吗？

可是看了，让我感到很安慰。。很感动。。

让视线一次又一次地被模糊

撑着。。

希望能坚强些，与外表达成一致

但，无可否认

‘修成正果’的那一天，还远着呢。。

我知道，我们或许在某个时空中是心系者心

手握着手

但，现实中我们却隔着那多少公里的路

好想紧紧地拥抱着你

谢谢你撑着我 ♥